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It was two weeks ago; it was a Thursday night and I had just been texting “the Rookie” for three hours straight, and after weeks of being awkward and not communicating, and weeks of me not knowing where I stood with someone I was willing to give up so much for, I fell asleep hard.
“A good laugh and a long sleep are the two best cures for anything” – Irish Proverb
“Sorry about the late messge, the dog stepped on the keyboard”
To then I reply, “Don’t got to liieee”
“youre right, you got me! i sent you jibberish in hopes you would respond and come keep me company at 630am woulda been rather crafty to force you to be like huh? then conversation already began I dont if im that crafty tho”
..You definitely are.
AND THEN IT STARTED.
After a year of following this guy from a far, he finally showed *interest in hanging out with me outside of work, and even more I mean, I have numerous fb messages between us, where he throws in a “Well it is hard having attractive girls in the jobplace..” but I always took it with a grain of salt because RUMOR HAD IT, he had a girlfriend… (boo!) however, when your boss is also trying to take you out on the weekend, he will make sure to pull strings and get my overnights on weekends covered for both our benefit..SCORE.
I’ll speed this post up, for typing an reading purposes;
-Two Fridays Ago; Drinks and Movies at home, and a sleepover. (which by the way, AMZAING)
-Two Saturdays Ago; He took me out for drinks; best one on one of my life. Walking home from the bar, he became the first guy to ever give me his jacket. Went home, passed out with him on the couch and woke up to us both smiling, and content after getting wasted.
Two Sundays ago; Brought him dinner, and we cuddled, had another movie night, did what we do best hehe, and then fell asleep in his arms, again, until I had to get up and go off to school, and begin life again.
But since then life, has really consisted of school, and dropping out, work (which hes luckily been at and ive had to deal with him a lot), and trying to make plans with him. We’ve been talking so much, and have so much in common, I’m a giddy.
This past Friday, we went out for our first “dinner” at Snuffys, and had burgers and malts. Any guy that would take me to Snuffys over anywhere else, wins major points in my book.
I’m optimistic about this.
Timing seems to be everything as of late… I seem to never have enough time in the day to do anything I want or need, and that refers to life in general; family, school, boys, and friends. I just am stretched thin; but yet again, don’t they say good things come to those who wait?
Like finally getting a date with someone I’ve sought after for a year, almost?
…who’s also your super hot, smart, sweet “boss”?
After Rookie didn’t have the time to put in effort in towards time management skills with me.
… so I guess I can agree with “Good Things Come To Those Who Wait..”
But then again, maybe time is a blessing in disguise? I’ve devoted 10/14 weeks to an EMT program that I just got removed from on Monday; two weeks before graduation. Like really? Why do I always get removed from college programs right before I’m done? It’s the most disheartening thing, ever. I got removed because I score 1% lower than the cut score on our final book test. Again, disheartening.
Now, I’m heading back for the summer classes. I don’t know why, but it’ll bother me if I don’t do it. I came so close, and I know I retained the information. But again, here I sit having to define it all out on a Tumblr post, like always.
"I learned that we can do anything, but we can’t do everything… at least not at the same time. So think of your priorities not in terms of what activities you do, but when you do them. Timing is everything."
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